Nothing makes sense right now. That's okay. You're not alone -- but it's different this time. People are experiencing things you know you've done before, but aren't right now. That's what's happening. You're no crazier than you were a year ago ; things just keep geting weirder. But, you can keep your head above water. You can handle this. Things are confusing, but you can do it. You'll figure it out. Eventually.

Also: you need a dog. ASAP. You can't steal Trevor's, so talk to Shay.